Getting to know me...

Today I have made a conscious decision to spend time with me. I am always doing something. I hate it when I run out of things to do. I mean, how many games of Farkle can you play on Facebook? So today I am going to embrace boredom and look at it as an opportunity to spend the day with my thoughts and my feelings and to deal with them. I haven't done this in a long time. Today is all about getting to know me...

My own worst enemy...

I am my own worst enemy. I woke up this morning with all of these self defeating thoughts in my head. I keep thinking that I don't have the experience to do what I am about to do with my business. I keep thinking that I am going to fail. But I ALWAYS feel like this when I am going to take on a new challenge. If I don't try at all I will definitely fail. Like I said in my last post, if I do my best I will succeed no matter what. I hate that I am so negative toward myself. I am everyone's biggest cheerleader and my own worst enemy.

Here I Go...

I feel so good about finally doing something that I have always wanted to do. I am such a new media freak you'd think that I would have created a blog a long time ago. But, as with most things, I did it in my own time, in my own way. The title of this blog pretty much sums up where I am in life right now. Here I go in a lot of different directions. But right now I feel like I have been the most unproductive slog (probably not a word but means something really lazy). I have been involved in a lot of different political projects. But I have not been working and that is driving me crazy. I know, it's a short drive. Sooooo, out of a huge kick into over drive or desperation or both (yeah, probably both) I am going to go into business on my own. This is one of the most scary things I have done in a while because there are no guarantees. But show me where in life there are guarantees. Other than death, of course. I will be working for a company but my hours and my earnings will be up to me. I am going to have to work harder than I have ever worked in my life. I won't strike it rich. However, both of those things are okay with me. As long as I do my dead level best I will succeed. I know that I'm not alone in this. I have God by my side, first and foremost. And I have the love and support of my friends. What more do I need? Here I go...